Feeling Lost
This year was my final year in university. I recently received my master's degree finally making me feel like I truly graduated. I felt very happy and excited especially that I felt extremely stressed and lost from the beginning of the year until the end while writing my dissertation. It was an exhausting task especially with how much time it took me to finally decide on a topic and to force myself to work on it while feeling doubtful of my capabilities and constantly picturing myself never finishing. However, I pushed through the final two weeks by spending day and night working on it while drinking multiple glasses of tea every day to keep me awake at night. The best word to describe those final days before submitting my work is 'hellish'. It was literal torture, but I enjoyed myself somehow. However, now that I have finished, I feel that my energy diminished. I am always tired, and I am struggling t...