Just ranting
I have made the mistake of publishing drafts while writing a few times (instead clicking 'save' I clicked 'publish' >.<)
Well anyway, I have been super lazy, I don't get myself, I really want to improve but I am too lazy to write. Although I find myself enjoying the time I spend writing.
Honest to god, I hate using this computer, it's uncomfortable to sit in the same spot every time, where every five seconds one of my family members pass by and stop me from my concentration >_<
I really need to buy a laptop. I like to write on paper but I find myself concentrating better when I type, it's faster and I won't be tempted to doodle instead :P
Plus, it's more organized.
I hope you never see my copybook, sometimes I wonder where I came from, if you don't see me in real life you'd question is I was really a girl.
Humph.. girls can be messy too, but for real whenever I see my classmates copybooks I feel like jumping from the school building >_<
There's this particular girl who'd super tidy, it make me want to cry.
One time I tried to be tidy.. sigh.. you're better off not seeing that piece of a artistic mess I created. From then on I decided I am tidier when I am messy.. logic :P
Anyway, I always thought that if I had my own laptop I would be able to read and write whenever and wherever I wanted without any disturbance; but these stuff require money and money I don't have :P
I am thinking to start tutoring kids next year. I really want to have my own money of course, and also I want to gain more experience with teaching because it is something that I do not like much. I thought that maybe if it was English I was teaching it would be more fun. I also am not very patient with people when I explain things to them as in the case with my friends my whole life. No matter how hard I try to explain they just don't seem to get the point. I understand easily but to try to make people understand a lesson.. haha .. dream on.
I want to make like a schedule, so I would be able to write much more than my lazy self is doing. Like sharing my Written Exp homework, or if I made that project I was thinking about but was too lazy to do. I wanted to write many short stories, fairy tales and children stories, start easy and share my works, but of course.. too lazy *rolls eyes*. Now and then rant about the stupidest stuff in my life (perhaps edit it before posting unlike what I'm doing now) I don't know I just want to stop being so lazy...
The end of my stupid rant...
Well anyway, I have been super lazy, I don't get myself, I really want to improve but I am too lazy to write. Although I find myself enjoying the time I spend writing.
Honest to god, I hate using this computer, it's uncomfortable to sit in the same spot every time, where every five seconds one of my family members pass by and stop me from my concentration >_<
I really need to buy a laptop. I like to write on paper but I find myself concentrating better when I type, it's faster and I won't be tempted to doodle instead :P
Plus, it's more organized.
I hope you never see my copybook, sometimes I wonder where I came from, if you don't see me in real life you'd question is I was really a girl.
Humph.. girls can be messy too, but for real whenever I see my classmates copybooks I feel like jumping from the school building >_<
There's this particular girl who'd super tidy, it make me want to cry.
One time I tried to be tidy.. sigh.. you're better off not seeing that piece of a artistic mess I created. From then on I decided I am tidier when I am messy.. logic :P
Anyway, I always thought that if I had my own laptop I would be able to read and write whenever and wherever I wanted without any disturbance; but these stuff require money and money I don't have :P
I am thinking to start tutoring kids next year. I really want to have my own money of course, and also I want to gain more experience with teaching because it is something that I do not like much. I thought that maybe if it was English I was teaching it would be more fun. I also am not very patient with people when I explain things to them as in the case with my friends my whole life. No matter how hard I try to explain they just don't seem to get the point. I understand easily but to try to make people understand a lesson.. haha .. dream on.
I want to make like a schedule, so I would be able to write much more than my lazy self is doing. Like sharing my Written Exp homework, or if I made that project I was thinking about but was too lazy to do. I wanted to write many short stories, fairy tales and children stories, start easy and share my works, but of course.. too lazy *rolls eyes*. Now and then rant about the stupidest stuff in my life (perhaps edit it before posting unlike what I'm doing now) I don't know I just want to stop being so lazy...
The end of my stupid rant...
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